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| 11:34pm 17/11/2007 |
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so thursday was my 18th birthday it sucked beyond belief.
i went to school.
then i came home and went to see through the eyes of the dead thats was the only good thing.
my closest friends basically didnt even acknowledge my birthday
my girlfriend didnt get me a birthday present
neither did any of my friends.
i guess nobody gives a shit about me but when everyone else birthday rolls around ill be sure not to get you anything or acknowledge it.
and then on top of it my best friend since 1st grade said happy birthday to me on the 16th i feel important.
fuck you
all of you
none of you are my friends i finally know what a waste of time you all are and you probably feel the same way about me too. |
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| 02:39am 07/12/2006 |
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music: Day old hate by dallas green
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when ever one of my friends need me i can be there for them even though most the time im not very good at comforting them but i try my hardest too. but when i finally need someone i cant talk to any of them i feel uncomfortable sharing my feelings with them. i wish things could be different lately. i wish a kiss meant more that what it really does in a sense. i pretty much hate my life right now school is a bitch my friends suck i only have like 1 that i can actually talk to. i feel like shit since yesterday it will probably continue to the end of the week and through my weekend.
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| 01:34am 15/11/2006 |
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music: I'll Be Breathing by Our Last Night
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my birthday is tomorrow, i don't really care. It will be just like all the other ones. For the past 2 years i have wished for the same thing and it looks like i will be wishing for that once again. Too bad it probably wont come true until maybe next year or the year after. I really don't like my birthday, so you shouldn't either. So don't waste any of you're time wishing me happy birthday tomorrow its a normal day too me and their certainly isn't anything happy about it. |
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| 09:08pm 10/09/2006 |
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mood:  blah music: a good song
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lately everything has just really sucked. but you know im kind of used to nothing working out and not being alright. its just regular to me now i guess. i thought everything was going good for awhile but then as soon as i thought it was going to be alright the next day comes and everything went downhill from there. i hate being lonely most time its pretty stupid. im also pretty stupid for always being so nice to people when all they do is disrespect you and i just let them walk right over me most the time . well im pretty much done wiht trying to be nice. from now on i dont really care. |
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| 09:59am 02/09/2006 |
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mood:  awake music: Incinerate by Elysia
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School on tuesday that sounds weird but alright. Not alot has been going on lately. I like callie alot shes pretty amazing. I have to work today 12-5, uh thats in two hours i need to go get a shower.
ok
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| 08:59pm 19/08/2006 |
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mood:  tired music: anthem for the unemployable by if hope dies
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ahhhhh i havent updated in a while a long while but anyways im really bored its 9:00 pm yesterday i went to scotts he got his new guitar and amp head its pretty sweet then we hung out for awhile i came home and hung out wiht john we went to steak n shake then today i went to scotts again then megan came and picked me up and we went to fairlane mall they kicked us out at 5 because i guess there is a gay cerfew because all the niggers shop there and shoot people then we went to outback and southland mall it was fun i havent hung out with her in a longggg time tommrow is sunday and theres nothing to do monday i have nothing to do either i have to work tuesday wednesday thursday then saturday but i get off at 5 on saturday so its all good so hang out wiht me im bored school is gay it starts in like 2 weeks wtf right? idk though im pretttyy tired mackenzie went up north i miss her she really needs to get her black ass home and hang out wiht me. why am i so racist. its getting out of control i dunno. i went and got my check today and it was for 53 dollars talk about dissapointing its probaly because i worked liike 2 days im tired so bye |
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| 01:07pm 02/08/2006 |
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mood:  bored music: Flies by the black dahlia murder
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not alot has been happenning since warped tour, except tommorow im going to sounds of the underground i cant wait thats goiing to be one of the best shows ever. yesterday i got my check, it was only for 150 dollars=[. Im like only scheduled for friday of this week to work so if anyone wants to do somcething you know how to get ahold of me my head kinda hurts so im peacein' |
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| 11:14pm 25/07/2006 |
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mood:  cheerful music: Boiled Frogs by Alexisonfire
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so i didnt think id be doing anything tonight but...it turned out almost to be the best night of my summer so far i went picked mackenzie up and we went to huroc park which was fun we sat by the little river and threw rocks in it then we went to mijers and walked around a bit then off to 711 we went to get a massive slurppeeee =]then we drove to hall road park and listened to something corporate the same song it was cute i like that song then we went up on top of that hill yeah the big one and watched them play baseball and we drank our slurpee then went down and sat on the jungle gym for a bit then i came home i love having a best friend as great as her were going to warped tour together i cant wait its going to be so much fun
so summer is going good so far call me we can hang out im usually really bored so im kinda free most the time i havent worked since sunday i like it its nice knowing you dont have to work i think im going to quit because i have nobdoy to work for me for two days that i really cant but i kinda cant afford to quit idk what i woudl do so i like my job most the time because the people i work wiht are fun most the time .. i dont feel very well right now me and scott are going to sounds of the underground GWARR YEAHHHHHH he has tonsilitis i hope he feels better we really need to get our band going im not too sure about this hardcore metall stuff a part of me just wants to be in like a softcore indie band wiht piano and stuff but then other times i just wanna be metal lol idk i really miss some of my friends i wish they woudl call hmm my neck itches ha this is a really long entry
mmk im done bye<3
P.S. kayla, mackenzie is cheating on you
P.S.S. with me |
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| 11:43pm 22/07/2006 |
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mood: lonely music: Coldest of Calenders by Punchline
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today was really fun i'm really glad i hang out wiht my best friend mackenzie all time today was amazing we went to the mall and were there fora couple of hours i took forever because i suck at shopping then we went to taco bell which was fun then we went to micheals to get her a job application because shes lazzzzyyy and doesnt have a job lol anyways i really enjoy hanging out with her then i got home and went to the movies wiht jessicca that was pretty cool im really tired and bored
for somereason i always find myself thinking about the same person all the time even when im wiht other people i dont know if thats bad or what i really shouldnt think about her but it makes me think....
if you watn to hang out just call me 17347713455 |
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| 10:14am 19/07/2006 |
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mood: bored music: Eating Lightning Pt 1 by the Jonbenet
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so im really bored its too early. If you havent hung out wiht me this summer yet that probaly means i want to hang out with you so stop being a DB and give my youre sn, phone number , ect. Yesterday i went and got my check and of course ken was being a little douchebag saying some janky ass shit that i had to wait until 2 to get my check so i asked mary if i could have it and she said it was fine so i kinda wanted to hit ken in the face. I have like 75 dollars so thats pretty sweet me john corey went to buffalo wild wings and met people up there then david got a mysterious phone call and left. then i came home and i realized i havent hung out wiht megan in like a week or so i havent hung out with scott either i think he died or something oh well im bored somebody call me or talk to me on aim AIM=shoot to xxkillx # 7822013 calll and we can hang out
summer is long
i dont know whats up
peace
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| 12:03pm 16/07/2006 |
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mood:  confused music: The Radiance by It Dies Today
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so its been a couple days friday i worked it was pretty gay then yesterday me scott and hailee went to the guitar center and i figured out i need $1400 =/ its not as much as i thought i would need which is good then i hung out wiht mackenzie we went to target then to see if the library was open and we saw these gotic kids we kept driving past them then we went to elizabeth park thenn we went to 711 and got this huge slurpee that had like the rainbow inside it or something like that idk
today i have to work its going to be gay 3:30 to 8:30 =[ idk whats going on tommrow though because its monday and idk i wish i had a car
i think you all should donate money to me so i can buy one ill drive you places
the fund will be called joe buys a car fund so just make a check out to Joe buys a car fund thank you very much
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| 11:22am 14/07/2006 |
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mood: bored music: Bayonetwork by Norma Jean
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yesterday i didnt do a single thing i had to work at 4 but when i got there they told me i could go home im like sweet i'll go hang out with some people but uh they all had plans already gay right?
today i have to work 4-10 gay? yeah i hope they send me home early =/
idk tommrow is the from a second story window show at the modern exchange im going i guess
hang out wiht me there kay?
i guess thats all im bored.
i hate people.
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| 11:56pm 12/07/2006 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: Vertebrallie by Norma Jean
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i dont know i worked today 3-10 it kinda sucked i want to quit but i need money too so i cant
i wish i had a car
i wish i had a girlfriend
i wish i had a bigger paycheck
dude i need a geene or w.e. i got three wishes for him
this kinda sucks
no it really sucks
jeez im a complainer
so uh idk whats going on this weekned? |
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| 10:17pm 11/07/2006 |
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mood: pissed sad jealous this is gay music: Was it a Dream? by 30 seconds to mars
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once again im back where i started figures right something work out for me nahh never |
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| 08:49pm 11/07/2006 |
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mood: Im thinking music: Burn By Alkaline Trio
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today was fun woke up got a shower then went to band practice BUT!! we didnt even practice =] just sorta hung out for awhile then me and scott got some wendys then i came home i kinda wanted to talk to a certain person right now but uhh idK i dont feel like calling ha im bored lets hang out except not on wensday thursday friday i have work thats gay so yeah uhhh im bored talk to me on aim shoot to xxkillx blahehlaekjtg
bye
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| 10:50pm 10/07/2006 |
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music: So Contagious by Acceptance
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so i woke up this morning sat online talked to some people for a while then got a showere came back talked to people moreeee then figured out i was going to hang out with megan so she came got me we ran back to her house then went to the syren show which was pretty fun then afterwards we went got pizza then she took me home and now im bored
i really hope i have band practice tommrow
because we havent in like two weeks
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| 09:51pm 09/07/2006 |
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mood: lonely music: The Good Left Undone by Rise Against
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all i have to say is today sucked!!
i worked 4-9 gayyyyyyy |
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